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Living in the Path of Totality

This phrase “living in the path of totality” is one I have heard used several times recently as we approach the April 8, 2024 solar eclipse. The “path of totality” describes a narrow band of geography from Texas to Maine where the sun’s rays will be totally eclipsed for a few minutes as the moon passes between the earth and sun. The effect will be a gradual and then near complete “darkness” or obscuring of the sun’s light as the moon blocks it from earth. A total solar eclipse is rare, though there was one observed in parts of our nation about 7 years ago. This year’s event is more significant in that it will transpire across a larger swath of the country and some of the more metropolitan areas of population.

It also comes just a little over a week after Easter, as we emerge from the darkness of Jesus’ passion, including his death on Good Friday. In fact, the Bible describes the final hours of Jesus’ life on the cross in much the same way some of this scientific language forecasts the eclipse: “When it was noon, darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon.” (Mark 15:33 NRSV). Matthew recounts the descent of darkness in much the same way, adding some other special effects that occurred when Jesus’ died (Mt 23:51ff): “At that moment the temple curtain of the temple was torn in two, from top to bottom. The earth shook, and the rocks were split. The tombs also were opened, and many bodies of the saints that had fallen asleep were raised.” Luke states: “It was now about noon, and darkness came over the whole land until three in the afternoon, while the sun’s light failed; and the curtain of the temple was torn in two.” (Luke 23:44-45 NRSV). John makes no mention of the darkness, tearing of the veil, earthquake or opened tombs.

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The Ministry of Free Agency

Since February of 2023 I have been telling friends and family, and others who inquire, that I’m in the “free agent” portion of my vocational life. For me this means that I’m not partnered with one particular employer in a ministry call or covenant relationship, but rather I’ve been able to pick and choose what I want to do with my time to cobble together an income and professional routine.

To date the pieces of this puzzle have included becoming a PRN chaplain with a large hospital – working two to three shifts a week; teaching adult English language learning classes two evenings a week; doing some freelance writing; serving an Interim pastorate, as well as engaging in some contract work in theological education for a denominational partner group.

These are all things that bring me some level of fulfillment. They offer the opportunity to make meaningful contributions and draw on my expertise, experience and giftedness; without consuming all of my time, energy or focus in just one arena. Keeping the schedule straight can be a challenge, but to this point the variety and pace has been a welcome addition in this season of life. But is it truly free agency?

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What I’ve Learned From Having Covid-19

It was bound to happen. My son often says, “I think we’re all going to get it eventually.” I had begun to assume he was correct with the highly contagious omicron variant in high transmission. And, last Thursday, despite my fully vaccinated and boosted status, I tested positive for Covid-19. My first thought, a couple of days before, was that it was another cold, or the resurgence of a cold and sinus infection I had a month ago. But by Thursday things were a different. Achy muscles, low grade fever, congestion, a slight cough along with the prior sore throat from sinus drainage – these were the symptoms. It felt prudent to pay attention to them.

It was nearly impossible to find a test. All the test sites in our county were booked up until the following Monday – four days later! Graciously, a colleague dropped off an at home Covid-19 Antigen Self Test, which proved to be both easy to use and “positive”. I wasn’t really surprised.

Still, I had been careful, not only in getting vaccinated but wearing a mask, avoiding large indoor gatherings, keeping social distance when possible, sanitizing, eating at home or only eating take out with very few exceptions for the past two years. I happen to be married to a very cautious and diligent woman who has stressed these precautions in our home for a variety of reasons: a) Her 95 year old mother with whom we have regular contact, b) three grandsons all too young to be vaccinated, and c) a class of 25 first graders half of whom are not currently, and probably will not become, vaccinated. Plus, as a pastor I did not want to become a carrier of the virus to those in my care, nor be rendered unable to respond to needs that may arise. Nonetheless, while it may have been caution that kept me/us virus free for nearly two years, now I had it.

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What Am I Learning?

One of the standard pastoral care questions I have often posed to persons who are dealing with a life challenging situation is: “What are you learning through this experience?” Over the past several weeks I have been asking myself this question as I’ve spent time on the other side of the pastoral care equation.

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